[Feeling so musical this morn.]

Svelte:

:-)

Originally posted on Blase':

As vulnerable

as a leaf in Autumn

Anxious and shaking -

I ‘Rock You Like A Hurricane’

 – Jen

[Mmm, ya.]

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The Pearly Gates
Are steadily closing
Will I right my wrongs on Time
Will I be forgiven

And
Make
It
To
You
Into
Heaven?
– Jen

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My eyes follow the leaves
As they fall away from the trees
Swirling down to my feet

Their season is over
Their stories;
Short
And
Sweet
– Jen

(NYG for the W!)

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Today
Lies under a grey soggy blanket

But
You are here
Flooding my mind
With your light
– Jen

‘ Oh, I got the feeling down deep inside, Got the feeling I can’t deny, Got the feeling that makes me high’- Karmin

Karmin- “I Want It All”

Yo Gotta get you home Get you all alone Yeah

The way that you’re moving You know what you’re doing I want you to prove that I’m right about you Go ahead, admit it Ooh, sing it

Oh, I got the feeling down deep inside Got the feeling I can’t deny Got the feeling that makes me high Only thing is, baby, I want it all I want it all

All I need is one more night with you It’s amazing what just one more night can do I want it all I want it all

All I need is one more night with you It’s amazing what just one more night can do I want it all I want it all

You get me excited But I keep it private My world is divided without you It won’t be the same, can’t take it Ooh, sing it

Oh, I got the feeling down deep inside Got the feeling I can’t deny Got the feeling that makes me high Only thing is baby, I want it all I want it all

All I need is one more night with you It’s amazing what just one more night can do I want it all I want it all

All I need is one more night with you It’s amazing what just one more night can do I want it all I want it all

Got the feeling down deep inside Got the feeling I can’t deny Got the feeling that makes me high Only thing is baby, I want it all I want it all

All I need is one more night with you It’s amazing what just one more night can do I want it all I want it all

All I need is one more night with you It’s amazing what just one more night can do I want it all I want it all

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Sitting in a ray of sunshine
My toes stir the Ocean

Your
Breath
Upon
My
Neck
Ripples
My
Spine…
– Jen
<3u:-)

Elasticity

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We bend
We stretch
We turn
Apart
But sometimes if we’re lucky
We return to the way we were
Side by side
To remain
– Jen

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The wind blows cold and harsh
Like the truth
Slashing my throat
And dreams tonight

As
I
Sit
Paralyzed
Beside
Myself
In
Fading
Sunlight
– Jen

marina4“Standing still
Holding fast
We wait for the Storm
To roll on past
That we may lift our sails
And be on our way
Closer to Forever
Farther from dismay.”
– Jen

Msxu…

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Winter came early
Upon your leaving
Left me frozen in a state
Of constant grieving

Standing in the Sun
I’m unable to feel a thing
Other than your fibers snapping
From my very being
– Jen

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When my days are grey
And there’s more Sea
Than Sky
I hold on to you
With my Faith
And fly
Above the fog
In my head
Which bars my mind
To a day where the Sun
Still shines
Over your heart and mine
– Jen

Beautiful Day

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Sundown at the Marina
My eyes, wet and glistening
Like Sunlight on the Sea
As the boats come in
And I return
To find you
Back against the wall
Against the odds
Still waiting for me.
– Jen

Brown Eyed Girl to Hazel Eyed Boy; Do You Copy?

Svelte:

Still YOU!

Originally posted on Blase':

‘Just for tonight
and the rest of my Life
Tie me up
with your Pearls of Wisdom
and whisper upon my skin
Clichés of Love –
Ad Nauseum.’
– Jen

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[Ugh...:(]

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‘My eyes close
but I’m awake inside

There’s no sleep
or dreams
in the wilderness
of my nights.’
– Jen

‘And we’re moving slow, our hearts beat so fast. I’ve been dreaming, dreaming about you, about us’ – Emma Louise

In a dark room we fight, make up for our love.
I’ve been thinking, thinking about you, about us.
And we’re moving slow, our hearts beat so fast.
I’ve been dreaming, dreaming about you, about us.

Hey, hey, hey, hey.
My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head, oh.

I was speaking soft, see the pain in your eyes,
I’ve been feeling, feeling for you, my love.
When our bodies are tired, our shadows will dance,
I’ve been aching, aching for you, my love.

My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head, oh.

My love is wasted, sorry for this I never meant to be, hurting ourselves, hurting ourselves
And I’m complicated, you won’t get me, I have trouble, understanding myself, understanding myself
And my love is wasted, sorry for this I never meant to be, hurting ourselves, hurting ourselves
And I’m complicated, you won’t get me, I have trouble, understanding myself, understanding myself

My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head is a jungle, jungle,
My head, oh, oh, oh, oh oh…

- Emma Louise – Jungle lyrics

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Suddenly, a quietness
Filled my head
My heart was freed
From all dread
Peace had found me
On my bed

My
Prayer
Was
Heard
Right
When
It
Was
Said
– Jen :-)

Walking in the drizzle
The streets are wet
My head’s a deluge
My heart remains a desert

Parched
And
Panting
For
Your
Love
– Jen

Hush!

I speak from experience
And not observation
Thus keeping my foot
Out of my mouth
And firmly planted
Into yours; hush!
– Jen√:-)

On my knees
Behind the line
I’m a nervous wreck
Knotted up inside
As God deliberates
I focus on the prize
Awaiting the word
Hoping I’m on his good side!
– Jen

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I rush up to the balcony
To be among the trees
I sit closer to Heaven
With my silent pleas

As
Tears
Of
Sadness
Fall
With
The
Leaves
– Jen

Let’s go Niners! Make the babe happy!:-)

Day: 20!

The words flow smoothly
though my voice does tremble
My World completely shifted
From my little stumble

I’ve been searching for you
Since that fateful evening
When you slipped from my hands
Where are you falling?

I can’t hear your heartbeat
Can feel my pulse in the air?
Like twenty days ago
When Seas were calm and Skies were clear…

- Jen :-(

From this silence
There’s no escape
Infinitely looped
I can hear your heart break
I turn around
Hoping it’s not too late

Running
To you
On this
Broken night

- Jen

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The moment came
Removing the distance between us
And the silence around us

Again
Today
Love
Saves
Us
– Jen

Sleepless Dreams.

Svelte:

:-)

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“It was Winter
when He visited
bringing the heat
of the Desert Sun
The cold front
drew back
as we drew
with our limbs
crafted with our eyes –
masterpieces on skin
to never be sold.”
– Jen <3

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1Faith will take you far
Coffee will take you farther – Jen
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On the twenty-fourth floor
My head is up in the clouds
My feet are down on the ground
My heart is over the mountains
Across the desert

Centered
In
Your
Hands.
– Jen

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Focused on the beauty
I’m oblivious to your thorns

And
My
Bleeding.
– Jen

Impossible to Forget.

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I still see the confusion on their faces
Smell the ashes that settled on my head
I can see the question marks in their eyes
I can hear the sirens as they blared

Sometimes
At
Night
It
Crawls
Into
My
Bed

As I lie frozen in a moment
Remembering the day in which
The World had bled.
– Jen

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Willingly we entered the maze
Crisscrossed
Doubled back
Ending up at each other’s hearts
Together
Always
– Jen

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“Why do you stay?”
A question I can’t yet bring myself to ask her
Though my scars demand an answer
Whenever I look into the mirror

Because resentment did not go away
It just grew along with me.
– Jen

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You make me feel
Without using your hands
But by touching me
With your light.
– Jen

Up like an Owl.

My diurnal prayers
Have shifted from praise
And thanksgiving
Sounding more like a plea
Because that’s what it is
It’s me
Begging for forgivness
Begging for my Life
Because that’s what He is
To me.
– Jen

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Eternally Beautiful
Transiently Whole

Our
Souls
Snuggle
In
Your
Craters
Tonight

Dreaming in Luminous Light.
– Jen

Grey Day

Dark clouds
Straddle the skyline
Where the rainbow had been
I close my eyes before the rain
I see you there in my sleep
Still sheltering the dream
Where FOREVER was seen

I remember to stay alive
I remember to protect the flame.
– Jen
(Partial dream)

(Day: 14)

I
Remember
Our
Last
Conversation
Your one word responses
Were unhealed stitches
Being carelessly removed
From
Wounds
Once
Covered
With
My
Love.
– Jen
Still so sorry…

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Hope and Faith
Strolls across the wall
Painting a window
Until I see no bricks at all
Suddenly the light filters in
The coldness is kept at bay
My will lights the flame on the sill
Showing you the way.
– Jen

Cleansing Rain

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Descending from Heaven

My
hands
fill
with
buckets
of
reflection.
– Jen

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Burning with my desire
in the embers
of the day
My Heart
calls out to you
as the evening Star falls away.
– Jen

This craving
Rushes through my veins
Like waves
As your Soul
Pulls mine
Like the tide
– Jen

My words spill out
Onto the page
Messy and erratic

Because
I
Can’t
Control
The
Way
In
Which
I
Bleed.
– Jen:-)

They have started circling
They smell death upon our skin
But I am still alive

I’ll
Breathe
My
Life
Into
You
Until
You
Revive
– Jen

[By Any Means Necessary.]

Svelte:

You never miss the water till the well runs…away! Oh I crack me up! :-)

Originally posted on Blase':

floralwell‘In a moment of temptation,

you tripped and fell -

straight from heaven,

into my wishing well.’

- Jen 

You’re my wish come true!

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Across the Ocean
You stand prolonging

While
I
Sleep
On
The
Water’s
Edge
Still
Longing
– Jen

Tiresome threesome!


Sprawled on the floor
Back against the wall
Out of breath
Breaking a sweat
Trying to reach around the elephant
In the room
And hold you!
– Jen

Change is inevitable
But the wait is unbearable
For those that must suffer
Through another’s stasis.
– Jen

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Unbridled,
you
run
free

Always,
back
to
me
– Jen

Behind dark clouds
A rainbow spills out
Colouring the morning

As
I
drive
myself
back
to
you.
– Jen

Yeah Karma,just like that!

The finger you pointed hastily
Turned around
Poking you in the eye
For those secoñds
Where you could not see
You fell into the hole
Which you were digging for me.
– Jen

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Tell me the secret
how do you keep the Peace
between your Heart and Mind
Teach me how to be calm
on wordless days
when the sun has set on mine
only just risen in yours
when life gets in the way
blurring my vision
disrupting intuition
Teach me how to stay
the way that you do…
While we wait.
– Jen

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