He spoke
with conviction
gaze unwavering
Settling my Heart
settling the ground
And I knew at once
the stability
the solidity
on which we stood.
– Jen

Ad infinitum

mees 46066

By
following
My
Heart
I was led out of the rain
back
to
Your
Hands
where Hope had remained.
– Jen

Day 3 into the wrongness!!! :-(

My days become a wasteland
Swallowing me up like quicksand
I promise myself so many lies
Can’t seem to let go of the prize
Resisting yet the sale of my Soul
The rest has already been sold.
– Jen

I want to be WITH YOU, EVERYWHERE.

Svelte:

I’m sorry… Please forgive me! I miss you!

Originally posted on Blase':

‘I want to walk with you
through the magnificent
St. Patrick’s Cathedral
Holding your Hand
the way you hold my heart
Walk amongst the Saints
like you walk through my mind
Stopping at intervals
that I may admire your beauty
absorb the moment
bask in divinity
To light a votive
for US
and give thanks
that we survived.’
– Jen

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I reach for you
but touch the distance

Feels
strange
being
a
stranger
again.
– Jen

ohthatgorgsun

My heart
put my feet
over the line
I walked unafraid
into the point
of no return
this time.
– Jen

I’m Sorry!:(

Here I sit
Frantically erasing a period
That should have been a comma -

Now
there’s
a
hole
in
my
fragile
paper
heart.
– Jen
(Please forgive me!)

In the eye of the storm
we gather our strength
We beg for mercy
for them and ourselves
We brace for winds
unrelenting and strong
Will you be here in the end
or will I be blown?
(like this chance)
– Jen

It is only when you wince
And agonize
Over my leaving
Do you know how deep
I run inside of you

Always
only
Upon
our
bleeding.
– Jen

<3 :-)


Baby I’m preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent for miles
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals
Baby I’m

So what you trying to do to me
It’s like we can’t stop we’re enemies
But we get along when I’m inside you
You’re like a drug that’s killing me
I cut you out entirely
But I get so high when I’m inside you

Yeah you can start over you can run free
You can find other fish in the sea
You can pretend it’s meant to be
But you can’t stay away from me
I can still hear you making that sound
Taking me down rolling on the ground
You can pretend that it was me
But no

Baby I’m preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent for miles
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals
Baby I’m

So if I run it’s not enough
You’re still in my head forever stuck
So you can do what you wanna do
I love your lies I’ll eat ‘em up
But don’t deny the animal
That comes alive when I’m inside you

Yeah you can start over you can run free
You can find other fish in the sea
You can pretend it’s meant to be
But you can’t stay away from me
I can still hear you making that sound
Taking me down rolling on the ground
You can pretend that it was me
But no

Baby I’m preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent for miles
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals
Baby I’m

Don’t tell no lie, lie lie lie
You can’t deny, ny ny ny
The beast inside, side side side
Yeah yeah yeah

No girl don’t lie, lie lie lie
You can’t deny, ny ny ny
The beast inside, side side side
Yeah yeah yeah

Yo…
Woahh…
Woahh…
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals
Just like animals (yeahh…)
Animals (yeahh…)
Like animals (yeahh…)
Owwww

Baby I’m preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent for miles
Just like animals
Animals
Like animals
Baby I’m

Don’t tell no lie, lie lie lie
You can’t deny, ny ny ny
The beast inside, side side side
Yeah yeah yeah

No girl don’t lie, lie lie lie
You can’t deny, ny ny ny
The beast inside, side side side
Yeah yeah yeah -

Maroon 5 – Animals lyrics

Your silence has become the side table
that I can never adjust to
Stubbing my toe
Screaming out in pain –

I
can
never
get
used
to
this
quiet.
– Jen

Sitting on the dock
Toes circling the blue
Knees weak and shaking

Watching
my
boat
come
in
with
you.
– Jen

[Clippings and Soundbites]


Many there be
that will theorize a man
out of the greatness of his character
Without ever once
stepping into his shoes.
– Jen

[And don't you forget it!]

When
our
fingers
grew
tired
and
our
voices
went
coarse

We fell asleep beneath a blanket of silence
but our hearts kept writing our story.
– Jen

Negativity Destroys.

Svelte:

:/

Originally posted on Blase':

“Hope
slow
burnt
by
malevolent
words

Turned into ash

Settling in gaping holes
from which dreams were sown
and torn.”
– Jen

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Fear is a robber
Doubt is a cheater
My hands aren’t bound by either

Yet
I
stand
idly
by
and
watch
as
you
wait

Questioning, deliberating
yourself out of
this blissful Fate.
– Jen

Roots and Culture.

Originally posted on Blase':

This plant was left in my care-lessness.

This plant was left in my care-lessness.Tsk tsk…

‘Hey pretty flower
when you shoot above the ground
don’t forget your roots
It’s where you came from.’
– Jen

[Don't get technical with me, lol.]

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Not meant to be caged
Not meant to be tamed
Release my hand
Trust that I won’t stray

Back
to
your
heart
I’ll
always
make
my
way.
– Jen

Last call
before the pub shuts you out
and your brain shuts down
you seem to remember my name somehow -
You call.
– Jen

Marinating in melancholy
I sink into our sadness

My open wounds wail
from
the
sting
of
your
salty
tears.
– Jen

wildflora

Peace will come
when you change your mind

When
you
allow
Love
to
invade
and
occupy
inside.
– Jen

(Here fishy fishy!)

Svelte:

Oh fishy…

Originally posted on Blase':

“Fishing…
My Heart’s not really into it

I’m
so
caught
up
in
YOU.”
– Jen

Posing with random fishy! Lol. :)

Posing with random fishy! Lol. :)

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I don’t know what happened
I just know I can’t breathe
The floods are upon me
they won’t concede
I stare into the mirror
looking for the cracks
I’m taking in water
I’m starting to collapse
Hear my murmurs
slashing your throat like the wind
Calm this storm
Save me from this drowning!
– Jen

(I’ve been busy (aka slacking). Look forward to catching up on your blogs today!;-)

‘And the river flows beneath your skin, Like savage horses kept within. And all is wasted in the sand, Like breaking diamonds with your hand’- Royksopp


I could hear them howling from afar
I saw them rushing to your car
In a moment all went screaming wild
Until the darkness killed the light

I remember running to the sea
The burning houses and the trees
I remember running to the sea
Alone and blinded by the fear

And the river flows beneath your skin
Like savage horses kept within
And all is wasted in the sand
Like breaking diamonds with your hand

I remember running to the sea
Remember falling to my knees
I remember gliding off the shore
Until I touched the ocean floor

And the river flows beneath your skin
The savage horses kept within
And all is wasted in the sand
Like breaking diamonds with your hand

And the river grows inside of me
And the river grows inside of me
And the river grows inside of me
And the river grows inside of me -

‘Running into the Sea’- Seven Lions Remix

Novel and Exciting You Are!

Svelte:

;-)

Originally posted on Blase':

‘I read you from cover to cover

then
I
start
all
over
like
you’re
another.’
– Jen

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I’ve grown to fear the silence
Just like I do the dark
The impasse rests on my head
I can’t see your light not even a spark
My hands are growing feeble
I feel the life draining from the tips
As I scoop up all the ashes
Trying to find just one unbroken promise.
– Jen

[Downpour on my Heart.]

Svelte:

Grey days…

Originally posted on Blase':

“Midnight into Morning
lightning strikes
The distance between us
trapped in light.
*
My heart thunders
you’re not around
My Soul flails
on the ground.
*
Rain ceases
revealing pink skies
half-made bed
sad eyes.”

- Jen

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[Insomniac]

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I walk backwards
into the wasteland
Looking for signs of life
Not to rescue those in need of saving
but to destroy those in need of.
– Jen

Make A Decision Before One Is Made For You.

Svelte:

Ooh…

Originally posted on Blase':

Hanging in the balance for too long –
I
slipped
and
fell
into
another’s
arms.
– Jen

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Sometimes
it’s them
and you’ll have to be there for them
Sometimes
it’s you
but it’ll be you alone
because they tend to forget
what it’s like
when it’s not them
Sometimes…
– Jen

I put those Dreams
back into the Pipe
I lit them up
and watched them rise -

But
You
are
still
there
in
every
dream
at
Night.
– Jen :/

[You're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you!]

Lost in You.

Svelte:

Repeat…

Originally posted on Blase':

“Ordinary World”
one of the songs
we listened to
with lights out
graphic equalizer
illuminating the darkness
our limbs intertwined
covered in nothing
but the music.
– Jen <3

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[To Remain]

Two loose ends
brought together
by the winds of change -

Ties
up
neatly
into
a
bow!
– Jen

Kindness, Hope, Compassion

Svelte:

Awake, Alert, Aware!

Originally posted on Blase':

uhmdontknowmybirdslol

‘I see You in places

only seen with Love’s eye

While the rest of the World

walks blindly by.’

– Jen

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cloudydays
*

Every Storm
to ever rumble
my way
You quieted
and dispersed
Sending them all away.
– Jen

<3 it!!!

‘With her wine-stained lips, yeah she’s nothing but trouble
Cold to the touch but she’s warm as a devil
I gave all my heart but she won’t heal my soul
She tasted a break and I can’t get more

You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But, I wouldn’t change, no I wouldn’t change this love
You got me chains, you got me in chains for your love
But, I wouldn’t change, no I wouldn’t change this love

Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me
(Hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey)
Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me

Alone in the night ’til she knocks on my door
Oh no, wasted again but I can’t say no (no)
Baby tell me why, why you do, do me wrong
Baby tell me why, why you do, do me wrong
Gave you my heart but you took my soul

You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But, I wouldn’t change, no I wouldn’t change this love
You got me chains, you got me in chains for your love
But, I wouldn’t change, no I wouldn’t change this love

Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me
(Hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey)
Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me

Baby tell me why, why you do, do me wrong
Baby tell me why, why you do, do me wrong
Gave you my heart but you took my soul

You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But, I wouldn’t change, no I wouldn’t change this love
You got me chains, you got me in chains for your love
But, I wouldn’t change, no I wouldn’t change this love

Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me’ -

Nick Jonas – Chains Lyrics

[Beachy Friday]

Originally posted on Blase':

“I wish to be wrung dry
of these feelings
And hung in the Sun
where I blow in the Wind
Before breaking free of the line
to tumble carelessly through the Air
to settle in the place
where we still meet in Dreams.”
– Jen :)

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[Morning Discourse]

serenity

I harness My Strength
from A Divine Source
Not just at my darkest hour
but as A Daily Recourse.
– Jen

aug1st
*
On dark days
while they bump their knees
and stub their toes
I saunter toward you
gravitating toward your Light
Following your Heart
throbbing within.
– Jen

(It’s My BirthdaYo!)

skirt

One of Six
Fourth in line
First of only
Two of its kind -
What am I?
– Jen

Well, older today…trying to communicate that to my head! :D

(I’m the first girl!:p)


Never seen a cloud formation like this one. Looks like awesomely bad photoshopping! Guess the artisan was tired. :p Jk.

(YAY!)

“You could not tell
from looking
at the mangled wreckage
The beauty and promise
of what once was
But we could
So we remain
and we rebuild…”

- Jen

(My lost friend came back to me! Yay, I believe in you ya fool!)

(1 in 7b+)

Oh how they ALL
Remind me of you
In the way that they lack
Every
bit
of
perfection
That
you
possess.
– Jen :-)

I did not realize my full potential
As an artist
Until I brushed him off
And painted myself
Into a corner.
– Jen :-)

[And yet I'm always amazed...]

mmmsonoice

HE moves in mysterious ways
I never know
How
When
or
Where

I
just
always
know
that
HE
WILL!
– Jen :-)

birdy

I see you shaking
(I’m well aware)
I know you’re scared
(Shed that fear)
Let me get closer
(I’m almost there)
Don’t be afraid
(I’ll not hurt you, Dear.)
– Jen

<3

‘Take another shot at me
I love the way you
HATE ME

I don’t care if I’m not good enough for you
I don’t care if I don’t live the life you want me to
I don’t care what you wanna think of me

‘Cause all you are
Is everything
That I don’t wanna be

You say
I’m a
Freak
I say
I am
Free
Come take a shot at me
I love the way you hate me

You say
I’m insane
I say
You’re afraid
I get stronger from the pain
I love the way you hate me

Take another shot at me
I love the way you hate me

You think I’m nothing
‘Cause I’m nothing like you
You think you know me
You have no idea what I’ve been through
So take your shot
Say what you want about me

‘Cause all you are
Is everything
That I will never be
Fake

You say
I’m a
Freak
I say
I am
Free
Come take a shot at me
I love the way you hate me

You say
I’m insane
I say
You’re afraid
I get stronger from the pain
I love the way you hate me

I’d rather be a sinner than a slave
I’d rather be an outcast than just now down and obey
When it’s all done there’s only one
Name upon my grave
I’d rather be a freak than be a fake

Tell me
I’m a
Freak
Tell me
I’m a
Creep
Tell me
I’m obscene
HATE ME

You say
I’m insane
I say
You’re afraid
I get stronger from the pain
I love the way you hate me
I love the way you hate me
(I don’t care)
I love the way you HATE ME
(Hate me)’

Like a Storm – Love the way you hate me lyrics

‘I like to think that we had it all, We drew a map to a better place. But on that road I took a fall, Oh baby why did you run away?- Maroon 5

‘I miss the taste of a sweeter life
I miss the conversation
I’m searching for a song tonight
I’m changing all of the stations

I like to think that we had it all
We drew a map to a better place
But on that road I took a fall
Oh baby why did you run away?

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest night

But I wonder where were you
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain’t nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain’t nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following

I hear your voice in my sleep at night
Hard to resist temptation
‘Cause something strange has come over me
And now I can’t get over you
No, I just can’t get over you

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest night

But I wonder where were you
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain’t nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain’t nothing I can do
The map that leads to you

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest night

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest night

But I wonder where were you
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain’t nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain’t nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following’

Maroon 5 – Maps lyrics

‘Oh, ain’t nobody calling. Ain’t nobody home. What a lovely day to be lonely! – Broken Bells

‘Girl, take a seat
Rest your weary bones
Your secret’s safe
In my hands

Tell me about the years and
Let me buy an hour
Maybe help me to understand

Oh, ain’t nobody calling
Ain’t nobody home
What a lovely day to be lonely

You’re holding on for life
Holding on for life, love
Holding on for love

You’re holding on for life
Holding on for life, love
Holding on for love

Light another cigarette
Burning in the cold
Waiting on the street
For your man

You’re trying not to look so
Young and miserable
You gotta get your kicks
While you can

And in the Latin quarter
Sitting on your own
What a lovely day to be lonely

You’re holding on for life
Holding on for life, love
Holding on for love

You’re holding on for life
Holding on for life, love
Holding on for love

Well,
you
might belong
to another time
Still you have to carry on, yeah

No
where
else to go
and you never know
what to hide and what to show, no

You’re holding on for life
Holding on for life, love
Holding on for love

You’re holding on for life
Holding on for life, love
Holding on for love.’-

Broken Bells – Holding On For Life Lyrics

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