(Smoke free productions! LOL!!!)

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I worship the devil
Both night and day
I’m trapped in his fire
It’s there I will stay
This is my confession
Some might call it a sin
I fell under my weakness
I let the devil in
What sounds fictitious
Is really my truth
I’m losing resistance
I’ll partake of his fruit
No turning back now
I’m standing at the gate
Awaiting the devil…
Awaiting my soulmate!
– Jen (June 6th 2006) 666 muahahaha! NB- Devil is an alias of a friend.:p

Aah, the horror!

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Grey silent morning

A chill froze the air

I knew something wrong

As I crept down the stairs

There was no scent of Joe

The kettle was empty

I let out a visceral scream

Distressed that there was no coffee!!!

- Jen :p

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Neither spell nor potion
Makes my heart cross the ocean

Like
Sincere
Love
And
Devotion
– Jen

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Like steps
One thing led to another

And
We
Found
Ourselves
In
A
Love
Like
No
Other!
– Jen

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When I’m down to nothing
You are that something

Which
keeps
me
going
– Jen

Light and Shadow

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Heaven’s Spotlight

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Dreadful…

Svelte:

(((Aahh))) scary thought…

Originally posted on Blase':

‘ In the season of
Goblins, Ghosts and
bewitching -
NOTHING scares me more
than the thought of you
leaving…’

-  Jen

[Probably the best VG OST EVER.]

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When Dawn broke
I still felt the same
Happy the Sun had found us again
I remembered your face and your name
And the way my heart
Pounded my love into your chest
As I stood there naked
Though fully dressed
No reason to run now
No reason to hide
Only with reasons
To lay down my pride…
– Jen

(Just one of those under-a-minute pieces…:/)

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Star-Crossed Lovers
the Shore and the Sea
With Brief Escapades
they share a Timeless Story
Embracing in Moonlight
They
dream
like
US
of
Eternity…
– Jen

When the night falls…

Svelte:

;-)

Originally posted on Blase':

[Damn, almost as gorgeous as you are.]

[Damn, almost as gorgeous as you are.]

‘I roam,

from the spaces between your Ribs

to in-between your Eyelashes -

Finding the solace of Home,

by burying myself

in your Synapses.’

- Jen

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When the night falls…

;-)

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As I drove away from the landslide
A little bruised but with my Pride

A
Rainbow
Stayed
Right
At
My
Side
– Jen
(That rainbow lingered for a solid 25 mins or so! :-D)

Lawsuit Whine…cork that!

That Lawsuit
sure does make
your butt look fat

Suck
it
up!
– Jen
Puhlease… Lawsuits are not the cure-all!

I miss you when it’s cold.

Originally posted on Blase':

MOUNTAIN

‘Strong winds

bring frigid air

over mountainous terrain –

Melancholy
freezes
in
place
with
the
pain.’

– Jen

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(Feel that!)

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Messages sent
on Cosmic Light
can’t be misinterpreted
– Jen

Two birdies on the wire

Two birdies on the wire

Apprehension falls away
as we look to the Stars
Thanking Our lucky ones
for bringing Us this far

To
now
where
We
are
– Jen

(Convos with the bestie)

Ya know B,
I am always
DOWN to go UP
but
never
vice-versa!
– Jen (Ah hahaha:-p!)
Anxiety free Sunday…no football for US. Boo!

(Partial Dream)

I catch a glimpse of your face
In-between my dream and my longing
In a wisp of smoke
Such a fragile thing
I reach out to touch you
Cut myself on disillusion
Reality breaks me like waves
As I bleed into the Ocean
Of shark infested waters
The dark channels of my mind
Where, at times I am the predator
Most times I’m the bait on the line!

- Jen

“I’m just a no one, With nothing to give you but, oh, I love you!”- Haley Reinhart (cover)


‘I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Adore you and want you so
I’m just a no one
With nothing to give you but, oh
I love you

You, you buy her diamonds
Bright, sparkling diamonds
But believe me, dear, when I say
That she can give you the world
But she’ll never love you the way
I love you

You can take her any place she wants
To fancy clubs and restaurants
But I can only watch you with
My nose pressed up against the window pane, ooh

I, I who have nothing, oh
I, I who have no one
Must watch you go dancing by
Wrapped in the arms of somebody else
When, darling, it’s I who loves you

I love you
I love you’

Haley Reinhart- I-who-have-nothing lyrics

Sun Up

The last sunrise

The last Sunrise before I moved


Sunlight knocks
on the lids of My Eyes
Flooding my room with Warm Colour
I rise

No
resistance
to
Sunrise
– Jen

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I wring My Heart
Shake it free of residue
Put it all on the line

Only
For
You!
– Jen <3

Essential

Svelte:

Always!

Originally posted on Blase':

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‘You, Are The Element Needed 

To Quench My Thirst

Wash Away My Pain

To Drown My Fears

Cleanse My Soul

To Render Me Immaculate Again.’

- Jen

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Strolling Through The Diary

I walk through this Paper Street
with Charcoal Heart
and Eraser Feet…

Unable
To
Rewrite
The
Past
Or
Erase
Defeat…
– Jen

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Of all the wonderful things
Dawn says to me

I
won
the
night
is
the
sweetest…
– Jen

Triumphant Light

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The Darkest Night
reveals the Brightest Light

Burning
from
the
inside
out
– Jen
Happy Diwali! Enjoy… xXx

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Away From It All
that’s where You find Me
And
Return
Me
To
Myself…
– Jen

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All through your cracks
I saw the Light
and I came…

So
Irreversibly
Drawn
To
Your
Flame
– Jen

I love the way you dream.

Svelte:

Dream on…

Originally posted on Blase':

I love the way you dream.

I love the way you dream.

Islands in the Sky,

o c c u p i e d

by Us;

D
r
e
a
m
e
r
s

- Jen

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Do unto others…

Pity
not
the
flowerless
trees

For we can’t see underneath the dirt
that its roots had undermined
several other plants…
– Jen

(I <3 them apples! Hah!)

(New day, same dream)

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Delirium took the sleep from My Eyes
Went in search of You last Night
Pored over the streets and ransacked the Sky

Routine
’til
Morning
Light
– Jen

Drinking in the last drops of Sunlight!:-)

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No matter how far we go apart
I see only flowers in the path

And
There’s
Never
Any
Distance
Between
Our
Hearts
– Jen

(Last night on the balcony. My scene is about to change…)

Monochromatic Sky

rainleaves
Live wires
Snapping in the Sky
Electric Storm
Quietly rages tonight
I wrap my legs around You
Pulling You tight

And
Roll
With
The
Thunder
Going
By
– Jen
Another of those days. Uhm ya, no lightning pics…:p

Autumnal Letters

Originally posted on Blase':

autumnalletters

‘Loose leaves
gathered and thrown
into the fire.

Letters of love,
chronicles of dreams -
screams from the pyre.’
– Jen

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Affirmation

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I let go to see
What I’d always believed
Only with open hands

Can
I
Give
Or
Receive
– Jen

Another drencher…just lazing around waiting for NYG to do the darn thing! Gooo Eli!:-)

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There’s more Night
Than Day
More Stars
To Shine
More fireside
Dreaming
Snuggled with You
And wine
– Jen :-)

[Come]

Svelte:

Come on…:-)

Originally posted on Blase':

kayaking

‘Come
quietly

stirring
nothing
around
You

but
everything
within
Me’
– Jen (Written at 4.05am in my head!!!)

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j4Your gentle breath
Against my back
Is the wind
In my sails

Keep
Breathing
Here
With
Me
– Jen

The Beauty.[ Another Amazing Sunset.]

Originally posted on Blase':

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‘Between the Clouds
Glimpses of Love
Flashes of Brilliance -
A
Wink
From
Above.’

- Jen

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In Fleeting Dawn
I’m holding on
To the Hands of Time
And the Peace I find
While the World is still
When I’m alone at will
With your warmth on my skin

And
All
Is
Just
Right
Within
– Jen:-)

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Sunrise
Projects
The
Poetry
Seen
Reflected
In
Your
Eyes
– Jen

[As it was written...]

Svelte:

:-)

Originally posted on Blase':

~:~

‘Bound by leather,
I
lay
you
down
on luxurious
printed sheets.
Covered by Love,
I keep you alive
in my Anthology.’
– Jen

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Soaker…

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Merciless rain
Digging up the dirt again
Eroding depth perception

Filling
New
Wounds
With
Old
Reflection
– Jen

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In a heap of fallen leaves
Watching the Sun’s demise

We
Were
Coming
Back
To
Life
Amidst
Goodbyes
– Jen

My Stabilizer

Originally posted on Blase':


MOONPALMS

I set out a long time ago
Cloaked in nothing but Hope
Beneath an October Moon
On a chilly Night

Faithfully walking
Down a treacherous road
To finally arrive
Here with you, tonight
– Jen

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With First Light
comes a sigh of relief

A
Reminder
That
Darkness
Is
Brief
– Jen

That Sunrise

Glowing Incense
Clearing the Air
Clearing my Mind

I’m Aligned
I’m Serene
I’m Refined…
– Jen

Rainy Morning

Originally posted on Blase':

‘ I turn my pain into prose

Give it the scent of a rose

Paint them free of all blame

Hang
them
in
a
four
line
frame.’

- Jen

See what I did there?! Hah… :-p

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(Hearts Up!)

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Suddenly
there was a burst of Light
concentrated like a Spotlight

I
knew
that
another
door
had
been
opened
to
my
delight!
– Jen

‘I’m living on the wild side, I’ve never seen a footprint. In the land of rivers, You’re my only bridge’- Ellie Goulding

If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…

I’m living on the wild side
I’ve never seen a footprint
In the land of rivers
You’re my only bridge

And I feel the fear in me
And I don’t wanna fall asleep
When I turn into someone else
I know that it can’t be beat

If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…

If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…
If you lock me out…

If you lock…
If you lock…
If you lock…
If you lock…
If you lock…

Will you know who I am?
Will you know who you are?

Will you know who I am?
Will you know who you are?

I think I’ve been praying
The lights won’t go out
My blood is getting colder
As I follow this road down

If you lock me out… (There won’t be anything to hold)
If you lock me out… (There won’t be anything to hold on to)
If you lock me out… (There won’t be anyone in the end)
If you lock me out… (There won’t be anyone in the ending)

If you lock me out… (There won’t be anything to hold)
If you lock me out… (There won’t be anything to hold on to)
If you lock me out… (There won’t be anyone in the end)
If you lock me out… (There won’t be anyone in the ending)

Ellie Goulding -“The Ending” lyrics

j9

Let’s go 9ers, make the babe happy! :-)

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